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Jan. 22nd, 2013

So happy to be in our new house and chilled again.

Baby boy is fine. God knows how my body is capable of growing another person but apparently it is... Even after everything ive done to it. Im not having a problem mentally with being pregnant and hormonally im not crazy so ive got a pretty good deal. Apart from the sickness and tiredness obviously. My boobs are quickly taking over the world. I have no idea where i will be able to get my next pregnancy bra from.

My mum has lost it. Ive had a pretty hard time accepting that shes not around for me because i really thought that things might be different now that im pregnant. Shes said some pretty horrific things to me recently. Shes an absolute mess. Shes renting a room alone miles away from us or my sisters and it appears shes going through the menopause and it has literally driven her crazy. When i ring her shes crying and wont leave her room. Shes hysterical and its very rare to be able to have a sensible conversation with her. Luckily im still the only person she listens to when she loses her mind so ive managed to convince her to go to the doctors despite her having an irrational fear of antidepressants.

Work is crazy. I have until May to get the place together. My client is going through a manic episode. There are 3 seperate accounts of abuse/potential abuse that i have had to report and sort out mostly to do with medication and finances. Ive practically been at work around the clock.

My bio-father invited me to his wedding. There is no way on earth i am going. Especially not when im so obviously pregnant. I dont want jamie to have to deal with them and i most certainly do not want geoff in my baby boys life.


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Feb. 2nd, 2013 11:30 pm (UTC)
Glad to hear all is going fairly well ! How far along are you now?

Is there no support that your mum can get for perhaps a short period until things perhaps start to improve?

Hope you are resting too girlie ! x
Feb. 24th, 2013 03:50 pm (UTC)
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