I think i have completely lost the plot now.
Im crying. At a film. Because 2 people love each other... all they did was hold hands FFS!
Im driving myself mental with the thought that i want my baby NOW and this is MY body and MY baby so i should be able to go down to the hospital and DEMAND my baby in my arms... even though it is beyond ridiculous and would get me no further than a bed on the psych ward.
BUT im beyond emotional. Ive got constant cramps. Im exhausted. I cant do ANYTHING because my legs are struggling to support my body. My back is killing me and with baby in the wrong position im struggling to even breathe.
I want my baby so much, but i think maybe i also just want to feel like i can get someone to come round without feeling like it is an unreasonable request
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