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Today im feeling quite out of control of my body...</p>

I never thought i would have to worry about weight loss again inder my current circumstances (i.e. having Jamie as back up and starting a family) but my metabolism FEELS like it is out of control. Im getting faint when i havent eaten a substantial amount of calories in the past couple of hours (as in at least a meal size portion of something). My jeans are too big for me (they were verging on too small at the beginning) and everyone just keeps telling me that im losing weight.

I know its going to the bump/baby but im eating a ridiculous amount (more than my IP refeeding plan which was in itself ridiculous) i cant physically eat any more than i am and when baby comes out its more likely that i will lose weight from breastfeeding.

Im worried because ive always relied on having just that tiny bit of extra weight than i *NEED* to stay healthy so that im still safe if i get really ill or have a break down and i know when baby comes out i wont have that security and when im faced with the likelihood of postnatal depression and no Jamie during the day it makes me worried that i might slip off the wagon

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danimalstitcher
May. 14th, 2013 09:09 pm (UTC)
Aw, keep going. I know this must be a bit of a stressful time but worrying is not good for you. As for postnatal depression, don't think about it unless it happens. Maybe when you hold that lovely new baby everything will fall into place. You deserve to be very happy. You've come so, so far. You really have. X

Edited at 2013-05-14 09:09 pm (UTC)
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