Im so scared. I dont think i have ever been so anxious about anything in my life.
Of course somewhere inside im really excited that at some point in the next couple of days i will almost certaibly have my baby.
But its a massive change and i suddenly feel very young and ill equipped.
Its silly because i know that once i have the baby home everything will be fine BUT im scared of the induction process and scared that the baby might not be okay for whatever reason.
I had a dream the other night that he died and it really sent me under. I dont think i could cope if anything happened to him.
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